Monday, August 9, 2010

Bullheaded

Hey there Monday! I have been woefully neglecting this here blog on account of being so busy with work. This weekend was a mixture of strange events and fantastic joy. I seem to be in high demand from folks lately and I don't know why. Two who need job advice, one who is in need of a soul shower and another in crisis. I am also trying to remedy another situation with someone who is incommunicado for some dumbass reason. Needless to say, I'm a tad emotionally drained. I don't feel stressed or frazzled with the friends in need, but the stress is manifesting itself in the situation with the person that I can't reach. This person has something of mine that she doesn't want, but won't even talk to me so I can get it back. "It" is a very special kitteh and I am kicking myself for allowing him to be given to her in the first damn place. I didn't listen to my gut and now I am dealing with the consequences. I have taken a valuable lesson from all of this and for that I am grateful. I need to pay attention to the red flags and listen to myself at all times. In the cat situation, I took what seemed to be the easier option because I was so overwhelmed with relocating to NYC. Note to self: if your intuition is telling you how to proceed, listen and abide. Don't ignore your internal GPS because you want to take the easier road to travel by because in the end, you always have to back track.

I'm so stubborn sometimes. Let's blame it on my Taurean nature, eh?

<3
Adrienne