Endings or beginnings?

Hi Tuesday! I am coming to you in a rather odd place today. I'm a bit sicky with a slight sore throat and congestion. I am taking it easy and resting after work until theladylu arrives for our adventure in the big city on Thursday!! On top of that, work has been exceptionally draining and overwhelming this week. I have been feeling my deficiencies in my job and wanting to push harder than I am ready to. My boss is a brilliant mentor, but brutally honest with a side of foot-up-my-ass. On top of that, I have a CRAZY blister on the ball of my foot which is very painful and thwarting my workouts for the week. I am restless and tired at the same time.

Another interesting occurrence happened yesterday as I decided to break things off with a good man I have been seeing for the last month or so. I have known in my gut for the last couple of weeks that it's not a good fit for me, but was just hoping it would smooth itself out. It did not. Henceforth the breakup email was written and sent. Yes, email. I decided that was the best route to take because we had a date planned for tonight and I couldn't think of a good way to break up with someone on a date. Before, during or after dinner? Nothing sounded reasonable, not to mention that I didn't want to break it off in person because I felt it unnecessary considering we were not in a committed relationship. Earlier that day, I had to let another fine gentleman down via email, so Monday was the day of me breakin hearts! Who'd have thought?

C said it best when she told me I was going cold turkey from men for awhile. And that is exactly what I am doing. I am a bit melancholy that nothing has panned out, but I believe that there is something beautiful in store for me and when it presents itself, I will jump off and not look back.

<3
Adrienne