Morning! *yawn* I am very tired today on account of a restless night and a late bedtime. I knew my mind would keep me awake with all the buzzing and I decided to take a Tylenol PM at 1am to calm down. Well....that stuff is made for drowsy mornings. Me thinks I would have been better off just letting the buzz buzz buzzing keep me up instead. I have a lot of things going on- the spiritual renewal path is in full effect and my guru has left the country for the next couple of weeks and she gave me plenty of homework in her absence. I haven't been keeping up with my journal the way I am supposed to, nor have I gotten a new pillow to help with my neck problems. I am starting a meditation practice tonight and meditation will become an important part of my life from here on out. It helps to have a master to guide me through the process. I am excited about my formal start this evening. Even though I am feeling a wee bit distracted by the intriguing man (in a good way), I am not allowing anything to derail my mission. It has been so long since I have felt the rush of excitement of someone new and I am trying not to get ahead of myself or let fear paralyze potential. I am going to take this day by day, moment by moment and revel in the knowledge that I can feel that pull in my gut again. I am not broken and I can move fully into forgiveness. Cleansing, prayer, meditation and love of self are my focus. Tonight will be for me to revive my sleepy self and get in some good alone time. I am going online to order my pillow and I am looking forward to a restful sleep this evening.
<3
Adriennne
