Thursday, July 29, 2010

Ferosh


Welcome, Thursday! Since yesterday and Tuesday were toughies, I am happy to have today. It's not that anything horrible happened, per se. You know those days where nothing seems to go your way? You're 30 seconds too late to catch the bus with arms full of groceries or your alarm clock was set for PM, instead of AM and you are late for an important meeting. Yeah, those days. It's times like these where I just want to go into a hidey hole and watch episodes of So You Think You Can Dance and drink red wine in my pajamas.While that can be the right course of action, I have a propensity to use that as my only defense. The journey that I have been taking is teaching me that this might not always work for me, as I tend to play the victim instead of being a warrior. Life will kick your teeth in without warning and people will try to break you down for their own benefit. With a warrior's attitude, I can blast through these things and move forward with strength and grace. I will stumble, but I will not fall down and proceed to wallow. Life is meant to be enjoyed and I control my own happiness. That's a given, but too often I relinquish that right and take on negativity that isn't even my own.

My guru has informed me of some upcoming challenges in the next few weeks that will truly test me. At first I was worried and anxious, but I have since decided to embrace my inner soldier and stare these events down with ferocity. I will find the lesson and I will overcome whatever lies ahead, but I'm going to have fun while I'm doing it. Otherwise, what's the point?

Hope you find some fun and fierceness today!

<3
Adrienne