Thursday is here, which means my weekend is so close I can taste it. Today has been rather uneventful. The other supervisor told me she is leaving her position by the end of August and we had a good chat about men, money, career and what we deserve as women. It felt good to talk to her and listen to her perspective as a 42 year old lady. I am slowly making my way through the day and had a lovely train ride this morning filled with coffee and Brandi Carlile. I can't help sing along (albeit stealth) and smile at others when I hear her honeysuckle voice. Overall, I'm feeling pretty good, kids! I'm battle weary, but the bruises are beginning to fade and I believe in what I am doing. Loneliness and a particular friend hole in my heart are present, but not defining me. Tonight I get to see my guru and then I'm going to an art opening in Manhattan. I love outings! I have been laying super low all week while I get my wits about me. I have been writing, reading, cooking and meditating more. All good things, but I am ready to do some socializin'.
Behbeh steps. Wish me luck!
<3
Adrienne
